I Miss You So Much

It's been a year...

But still.. .

I'm missing you so much..

your shadow...

It's like appearing everywhere in my mind each days...

Tears keep dropping from my eyes whenever I think of you...

You're always so kind...

Sacrified yourself in order to fulfill us...

But still sometime we don't appreciate of your kindness and keep on throwing complaints...

How will it be?

If there is Time Machine...

To allow me to go back to the past...

To tell you how much I love you...

It's really regret of not putting so much time to stay by your side when you are suffering with the illness...

It's still so hard for me to believe that you've already leave me and go to somewhere so far,

Which I could never reach you...

I still remember every single things that you've done for me...

I still remember how caring you are...

I still remember the delicious foods that you cook...

I still remember how you pampered me since I was young..

Even till when I grown up as a big baby boy...

Poh..

You're the greatest women in the world...

You're the one I love the most...

You're the one...

Yes you're the only one...

I'm lucky to have you as my grandma...

I'm sorry cos of my naive attitude last time of arguing with you....

How much I wish that I can talk to you again..

How much I wish that I can drink the Nescafe you make for me again...

I miss you...